Life is hard, everybody says
Sometimes even a mess..
I press my hands together and I pray
Hoping, that I would survive another day
Knifes cutting and hurting
my life clock Is alerting
I try to stick above the surface,
I keep fighting and to get my breath
My legs are kicking and my arms waving,
I wont let the devil get me.
The evil clouds are fretting down below the hills
Saying, please take another pill
I put on the radio, to hear a happy song,
I pray to that it will keep me going on
I had many friends, who had passed on, on my way
It put my life in a shade
Every day I started to say
It's because of me .. I'm the one to blame
Everyone says, its not your fault, There was nothing you could do,
But deep inside, I think that isn't true.
Life is hard everyone says,
But they are not the one who slept
One year crying in their bed