Whoo.. Another day with only 5 hours of sleep? That's no surprise. Anyways, I'm going paranoid. I'm hearing voices in my head again = / & Yesterday my brother&I tried to open the bathroom door, but it was locked. However, there wasn't anyone in it. So we were like, what the fuck? So we stepped away from the door for at least a second, then my brother tried to open it again.. It opened so easily = / LOL the first thing I said was, "Ay! My boy's here!" Let me explain that. At my old place in the apartment, there was a little boy living with us. Little boy meaning, a ghost. Yeah, yeah, don't believe me. But um, while I was living there, I experienced alot of things there, blah blah blah. So my momma told me to try to play with him, which was a complete fail. But whatever, I got used to him being around. So yeah, that's why I said that my boy's here :) Gay again, right? So today was eh. Woke up to stupid imeem saying "Meet some sexy ebony singles now." Hahaha.. Ebony singles. But erks, I watched the MJ memorial. At first I didn't believe that he was dead. But after watching that.. Dude. HE DEAD :( So yeah, after that I went to.. WHO'S HOUSE?! RON'S HOUSE! We played rockband, always :).. So here comes the part where I explain, why that song that's playing is on my blogspot? Haha, Ron&I played the song Visions by Abnormality, and um, it's one of those emo-screamo songs. GOSH, those songs make me shiver. But the reason why I put it on? I wanna see if anyone else shivers like how I did. Lol, gay.. I know -.-" So anyways, after Ron's, I went to practice with Ron. I honestly didn't wanna go. I only went cause Jasmine, Ronnie, Jess, & Tashie went. But yeah, that practice was aight. I'm just happy I got to see 'em.Oh, how I love to rant on about anything that's on my mind. Haha, I've been thinking that since I just sit on my ass all day and stay home, it's time to workout nigga! 25 situps, 30 crunches, & 10 minutes on the elliptical. YEEEEE BOSS. It's Kheila's workout plan, HAHAHA. So yesterday I said that my mood changes alot now. Guess what? I found a new mood today! Status right now? : Disappointed like mad. I have no clue.. Maybe cause people are changing now I guess? I have no freakin' clue dude. Again, today at one point, I went from sleepy, to hyper, to happy, to sad, to happy, to tired, to super-happy, then to disappointed, then to super-disappointed. Maaaaaaaaan. It really hit me today that I miss all the people that I drifted away from.. If only those people are reading this.. Nah mean? But yeeeeah, I guess I'm disappointed at the fact that some people just don't keep their promises? Eh, it's whatever.. Right?
Smile,
though your heart is aching.
Smile,
even though it's breaking.
When there are clouds in the sky,
you'll get by.
If you
smile through your fear and sorrow,
smile and maybe tomorrow,
you'll see the sun come shining through for you.
Light up your face with gladness .
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear maybe ever so near,
that's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile.
what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
if you'll just smile..
This song made my day.