I think it's safe to say that this has been the worst year I've ever gone through.. Don't get me wrong, meeting you and now being with you was the most memorable thing that happened this year, but it wasn't the highlight of this year.. I was so caught up in our relationship that I forgot about everybody else. My family, my friends, and most especially my best friend. If you're reading this, which you probably aren't but whatever.. Recently I've been bugging you asking if you've been busy. I've been trying to get everything back to the way it was. Where I wasn't focused on just one person, but focused on everyone including you. It hurts to know I wasn't there for you this year, and it's my fault. Let me make it up to you now.